Not Right

I know you’ll leave me,
but I can tell you stay.
I know it’s bitter
not to see you every day.

When you left,
you broke my heart.
I still waited
yet, knew we would be apart.

Here I am, all alone,
and tears would fall until I sleep.
My dreams are filled with you and me
then, I wake and see reality.

I can afford to hope
even though you had hurt me.
I’ll tell my self to never stop
until it’s you I will see.

I can’t live if I lose you,
‘cause here in my mind
I thought or you,
I thought of us.

And even though they say

my heart’s going crazy,

I’ll never stop loving you,
Even though it’s not right.

~anamellie, 042806