Tuesday, September 25, 2007

From A Broken Heart

Tuesday evening

3 months, 24 days and 6 hours since we’ve talked.

I sat on my bed and thought of you.

I opened my ears to enable myself hear

The most pleasing sound I will hold dear…

Your voice…

But all I heard was the deafening sound of silence

Emptying the running blood through my veins

Tears rolled down my face

As my heart shouted in agony and anguish,

Engulfing the once silent lair I was in.

I felt sick as I heard my head screaming

“Why? Why?”

Tears… more tears streamed down my face

As I came to the realization

That you’d be forever gone for good

How come you’ve let me fall?

When you’re still not ready to catch me at all?

It’s been hard and complicated for me to move on…

Move on to a place where there’s no you

A place where there’s only pain and emptiness…

Why did you do this to me?

How come you’ve tricked me with words of sweet forever?

Then just torment me like this?

You left me… along with our good memories

Left me, and leave me

With the pieces of my broken heart on the floor

You caused me a terrible heartache and shattered my soul,

But I still regret the times we’ve happily shared together

Enjoying what our so-called love has to offer

But as I sit here, reminiscing what we’ve gone through

I realized that everything’s just not good enough

Because if it were, you’d still be here with me…

…and I’ll forever remain in your heart.


Monday, September 24, 2007

The Melancholic Price

It was years since I last laid eyes on her.
Dreaming of her in this dark and ruthless chamber
I wish she’s still mine, but fate’s so unkind
My head’s in a swirl, cause she’s always on my mind…
I really tried to forget her
But no matter how I try
These tears would fill my eye
I wish she’s here with me, here with me to stay
And I would be in high spirits every day
But now she’s gone, and it’s only now,
I realized that I love her still somehow
But my once blissful heart is now throbbing with pain
I long to see her smile, I’m feeling insane
I know I’ve wounded her heart
And I’m saying sorry from the start
I’ve acted so dumb, I’ve been so foolish
I am so stupid, I’m even boorish
I wish she’ll forgive me, and she will stay
But I know, this the melancholic price I have to pay
But wherever she is, I hope she’ll know
That I still love her so much, I miss her so…